God 101 and God 101 Music Video Demo: I started the Music Video Demo when I lived in Paphos, Cyprus, and still haven't had a chance to finish it. A$AP Rocky's "Praise Da Lord (Da Shine)" music video has a split screen between New York and London, and including that exact part of London is probably part of what I'll do when I finish my video.
Meeting LA-Based Self-Realization Fellowship Monastics in Holland Park, London - After Almost Dying on the Way
I'm looking for work, and my CV is available on request. The New York Times ran an article by David French on its front page on the 24th of January of this year that I thought was quite good: it included the words "There will be more twists and turns, highs and lows, but I'm afraid it's time to recognize a sad reality — it's over". Also, Days of Ash by U2 was recommended by my priest in Harefield, Greater London, Martin Davies. I had a phone conversation recently with Heather Hartnett who you can see in the God 101 Music Video Demo that I thought was important as it connects back to my early childhood at Maharishi School in Fairfield. Heather had a 641 number when, on the third try, for whatever weird reason, I got through and we talked on the 24th of March of 2026: she's not a saint, or at least technically you're not allowed to say she is, but maybe she is: if she was one I'd want to know more about dating Gyan Kesler and Matt/Lewis. I'm still a virgin, which is highly prized in Revelation (a text in the Bible). I dated Pauline Hutchings one time: the irony of that life is she had been a nurse when we dated, but according to the dean of the cathedral where we met in Nicosia, she was later an MD in Belfast: first, really effeminately cleaning up poop, and then slicing and dicing as if it's Kim and Eminem in one person. Here is a photo of us on the date. On April 7th, 2026, Ray Dalio posted on his LinkedIn "We Are In A World War That Isn't Going To End Anytime Soon": he and my father connect through TM, not that I'm on speaking terms with my father.
When I was in Paphos, composing God 101, I released a selection of my experimental songs, and I will continue that tradition as I compose my next song. There were some highlights from that experience, and one was on the rooftop I show in the video, when a German musician listened to two and said they were good. That was a choice one because there's something so devastatingly serious about Germans. Here is a freestlye to a familiar beat: London Experimental Song 1. As for the reception to God 101, it's absolutely unclear to me at this time, but maybe, just maybe, The Fate of Ophelia is a response to its Godly theme.
In terms of God 101 and morality, I don't understand that much about it, but I'm reading up on ethics; on my to do list is all of Aquinas, as according to Ethics: The Key Thinkers, his key ideas are actually spread around his writings. From my gut, I think it's important to note the rooftop where I filmed God 101 had a classmate of Iggy Azalea talking openly about her use of cocaine: I complained to the co-work management, but they didn't care. I don't endorse that particular facility or anything like that. I asked Heather to call me back, and she didn't. I also spoke with Fred Gratzon of Fairfield's money lore over the phone, and asked him the same. It seems like the pattern is pretty clear, which is they're organizing who talks to who, and I'm not on the list of people who are being talked to: as far as I can tell, I might get a call in, but it gently ends, in an iron and silk way, that would seem to indicate that if you push, you get the iron. I'm trying to iron out all my moral responsibilities.
As for my money, although I appear in a suit in the photo I'm sharing, I actually have no money. It impedes my ability to do anything at all. I sometimes imagine myself at Oxford, learning Latin, and getting Aquinas down pat. I imagine somehow getting my transcripts sent from MIU and then getting a degree based on some of the credits that truly, and I mean truly, lives up to the "sniff the glove" reputation. The kind of degree that really sells is what I'm imagining. But alas, that's someone else's karma. But one day maybe it will be mine.

I'll keep all the experimental songs from London in a section at the bottom here, in line with the tradition I set up in Paphos. I had about 75 available in the end, which represented about a quarter of my output, so the numbers on the experimental songs went up to about 350. I then released God 101, promoting it around the world to various radio stations. I released it on November 15th, 2023.
London Experimental Song 1
London Experimental Song 4
London Experimental Song 10 (One can infer from this song I'm going to all the Christopher Wren churches in London, as one of the perks of living here. Imagining Spinal Tap, "Well yeah, they're better, baby".

It's now the 4th of May as I write this. There was a point in my apartment in Cyprus where suddenly, metaphysically, I felt an odd sensation in my navel that has persisted for some time. I wrote three letters to Egyptian embassies about an incident in 2015 in which a man reached out and gently touched my navel: I'm fairly certain the two are connected. It's a group of mystics. My subtle hunch is, essentially, it connects to the nutrition I was getting in the womb. It means I'm, my speculative theory is, dying of starvation, and yet, I'm not dying of starvation: I'm almost certain it connects to Paramore's "survival of the fittest" lyric, and also The Grateful Dead's "they called it beggar's tomb" lyric. It would make sense. It would be a virtual system of starvation backed up by dark mysticism. Again, it's all speculation. Maybe someone could help.
A few other notes, as of this moment, are that metaphysically, and again I'm struggling with how to interpret everything, Jesus seems to indicate very classical a pose, with very straight posture, is essential in this city. "We will be remembered" comes to mind, with its classical figure on a history book page.
As for justice, and how it works, the recent starvation in Gaza, with it hitting a certain threshold not long ago and then just jumping to the maximum level of deaths compared to the few days earlier, is probably an example of "survival of the fittest" and how a person like me might die directly in relation to starvation, without literally starving, through a "survival of the fittest" system. My hunch is, the best symbol of how it works is the unavailability of the Berlitz French tapes online that I used to use. Someone sets up a text differential, to guarantee results. Then they use the best sales systems, again with a text differential, to sell that the starving people are better and more fit, so they'll replace me. The rest, I think, is pretty obvious.
In terms of what justice is going to look like, Asahi Shimbun's article about an American helicopter falling apart in the air, I think is the best symbol of what's wrong. No one's ever heard of that before, but it's presented as real. Every other stereotype follows, including Nicki Minaj's "Pound The Alarm": Penny Minkler who I would go to church with said the stereotype of African-Americans was if they drank from the same bottle of pop as you, you'd get pregnant. It follows that Asians see the world that way. I was imagining perhaps "How was the soda?" "Oh, it was real good, Mr. Jenkins". "Good. Now don't you boys get involved with any mischief." "We won't Mr. Jenkins." You can imagine the Asian version of that. So needless to say, "let's check if this is ethno-Asian" is the first question you'd ask. Then the consequences follow if it is, with particular emphasis on people who didn't immediatley reject the thinking, just like you'd reject the helicopter falling apart if you had any common sense, and label the savages who produced the article. Also, Tony Robbins's latest book Life Force describes brain surgeries, frying parts of the brain, by concentrating beams of radiation at one point. It doesn't take much to imagine people wandering around like zombies doing whatever feels good, and in connection to a racial stereotype in Japan: are they told by Jesus to look like classical figures, extra straight in appearance? If they were, would they do it? Obviously not. That's not what they represent. What they represent is the lowest behaviour, far in excess of the savages in the Declaration of Independence in danger and mode.
I've been watching Made in Chelsea. What's the trick? My hunch is, SW3 has about as much to do with them as Marcy Me's Brooklyn has to do with Jay-Z, which is next to nothing. "Why you frontin', show me something", a lyric, connects in my opinion, to Paramahansa Yogananda's writings about how one has to be genuine. The "people of the lie" from U2's song, I think, are behind it, and it connects to known phenomenon like the history of running coded ads in the papers in London, and how that declined and disappeared. Martin Davies, the priest I mention above, I don't think "fronts", which is one of the reasons he's quoted. St. Mary's, our church in Harefield, he mentioned, is under St. Paul's Cathedral, which in my opinion is a great example of Christopher Wren's work. If you've been fronting, then you're in trouble with God. I ended my letter to my MP with what I've been doing, which is "keepin' it real", in contrast. There seems to be an Asian principle behind almost everything I've witnessed: in the case of the cast of almost any show, Krishna's teaching Arjuna the prominent have to set a good example, seems to apply; the guest is God seems to come up a lot, as people invite slime. For example, just after I posted the above about Aquinas, a man told me Aquinas isn't necessary, as if it was verbal diahrrea dribbling out, right away at the beginning of a conversation in Zone 1: that's just one example of the vast array of tactics being thrown around; that said, the people in the shows don't live up to Krishna's teachings, and the end result is a world that's totally in chaos. I have a calendar from Yogoda Satsanga Society of India — a gift to the SRF people at the London Centre — on my wall, and probably a lot of them go by all of Yogananda, don't front, do set a shining example, and even incorporate Jesus who's part of the SRF overall set of six figures, including Bhagavan Krishna. It's a handy addition to Christianity.
As for my latest art idea, I was imagining Taylor saying "mirror mirror on the wall, who's the wildest hippie of them all" and then a massive video at the original grounds of Woodstock, with yoga, gurus, and a ton of celebrities.